pakistani in england

• hi everyone one i am a pakistani muslim born and raised in england, my story is a bit different , i went to middle east on a tour in many countries a long time ago and i experianced the most racist experiance in my life from arabs and by the way if anyone thinks they can some how deny that arabs arent racist then please stop trying to convince me , others and yourself even if you put them in capitals because i think nobody believes you and stop the denial to yourself. Anyway back to the story when i was in the middle east quartet i experianced so much abuse and hatred from among people who i thought were my brethren and friends because as a child i experianced nothing but racism and hatred towards me from whites in the uk. eventually i adapted to it and learned to avoid it. after i was watching news highlights when i was in my teens my dad use to tell me that these men and women were brave martyrs and very nice people and a lot better than these whites. when i saw those beautiful white or red necked people from iraq and many other places i thought that white people in england are possesd by the devil and these other coloured people were the ones who would help the world and eliminate all hatred. HOW WRONG WAS I. I couldnt believe they were white muslims in the world because all my life id seen my own people. After coming back from travels i was in so much rage and hatred. I felt like killing someone and i began a total campaign of hate agianst arabs. At my work place to my customers especially id offer anyone a special discount that would help them in the finance and other developments in there business. If it was an arab i would help him and make sure he or she would become bankrupt and make there lives hell. In the street id pick on and abuse immigrant iraqis. My life continued like this for years. There was even a time a morrocan boy who moved in my town thought he was the next big thing from london who came up north and walked around like he owned it and he openly told me he hated pakistanis. I saw him at the bus stop agian and he was staring with hatred towards a group of pakistani lads who got out a car and then beat the living shit out of him. He laid there injured and bleeding and all i did was laugh at him to the point he urinated and was crying and i laughed even more and said to him you damn idiot who on earth were you thinking you were. He loved pakistanis from then and onwards never agian did he abuse. One day i met a woman whos father was morrocan and mother was pakistani. I couldnt believe the site i had before me was a beautiful gorgeus woman from such a fine combination even thought at the time morrocans sucked but anyway i was so fixated i didnt give her any attention because i didnt want to fall in love with her. She wanted to be my friend so i let her but still didnt care in the slightest for her until she asked me to marry her. She robbed me blind and went through my bank statements in my home and i was seriously pissed i started hating all people now because i thought this bitch comes from an asshole dad who didnt raise his daughter correctly and a bitch of a mother who sought to see her daughter with some rich guy. Anyway thats the past. I thought if her dad is so rich why she running trying to rob other men, arabs arent rich its there leaders that are and those middle classed snobs involved in wrong doing and i can name quite a few from the streets of cairo lol. I then went to london for a business trip and sat in a restaurant and this iraqi woman was looking at me and she was raising her left eyebrow at me and she was with her kids as well at the time. I thought she maybe waiting for her husband to come. I had finished my meal and waited for dessert and it was dessert i got lol.... she came over to my table and sat down and she said hello to me and started to talk to me and said i was very beautiful pakistani man. She was an immigrant i could tell because of her acceny. I was totally shocked i was thinking get the fuck away from me you crazy bitch... anyway she told me her husband was dying and she wanted to find someone else after for marriage because he was 60 and she was 29. I felt sorry for her and i could tell she wasnt making it up or even doing it for a red leather book to stay in the uk. She asked me where i was from i told her and she asked me what i was doing here. she said she wanted to go back with me to my hotel after dropping her kids off home at her sisters. I encouraged her to go and see her husband and forget about me because he needed her mostly she cried in my arms in the car for hours and i took her home. We never contacted each other after that and she told me i was beautiful and a nice man. I thought thats the nicest thing an arab person has ever said to me and I eventually realised that its not arabs being racisr ot what identity you are or weather you are a muslim , jew , christian hndu sikh, white black whatever. Its the persons heart mind and soul, these experiances freed me from hate and made me understand the world better that race has nothing to do with it . its the persons charachter and heart. Iam a pakistani who is married to an egyptian national now because i believe we all are a family and your identity should not come into it . iam not a pakistani, brit, or arab . Iam the identity what allah swt has given me. iam a muslim and human. My message is to end racist hatred and family caste and lets unite as a the ummah by starting from here with love and respect.
  
  peace to all brethrens and sisters of humanity amd may allah swt forgive us for our sins

  IA2004 15 Mar 2009, 11:20 - Report

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